Sometimes we all have to ask our selfs why. Why does this happen to me and not someone else? Well I always ask my self that I just don't understand why the things that happen to me happen to me. It doesn't make sence to me. Everytime I try and do something it alwasy happens to be wrong and then makes someone unhappy. Everyone always tells me to do what makes me happy but I try and make everyone happy before I make my slef happy.

Thinking back on my freshman year everything went wrong from friends to boys and even family problems! I havent had the easyest life growning up and sometimes I pray and ask god why did it have to happen to me, I didn't ask for it. I was born into a family that didn't want me and I was never suppose to be born. My mom hated me and my dad was only in my life till I was five. my dad was my everything and when he went to prison my life changed and went down hill from there. I went into foster care and lives in an abusive home for eight years till they finally listened to me and took me out of it. The stat then moved me to a house were the parents didn't like me and never wanted me home, so I was gone all the times and started doing horrible my freshman year of high school. I ended up moving to were I live now but because of evrything that has happened in my life Im not the same person. Making frineds for e is hard and being able to be my slef around people is never easy.

But I am pleased with who I have become and Woundn't want to be anyone else. I love the family im with now and I tell them everyday how blessed I am to have then in  my life. So those teenagers out there that have a mother and father and still live with your birth family don't make it missrable for your self and don't complain. You are so blessed that they are still in you